Jenny Owen Youngs

and I'm having some trouble just breathing.
If we werent such good friends I think that I'd hate you.
If we weren't such good friends I'd wish you were dead

What the fuck was I thinking?

Oh it's so embarrasing
I'm this awkward and uncomprable thing,
and I'm running out of places to hide



im fine, just worthless.
im fine, just hopeless.myarmsarescarred.

infinite abyss

empty empty empty
.................inconvenience
...............................tomorrow
wait until tomorrow

time for
something else?
is it time for something else?
do you want something else?
i want something else, but its nothing to do with you,
so don't bother.

i want the world.

[ [ change ] ]

throw up. get it gone. go. gone. be gone. throw up throw up.
nasty mind,
you litter
my thoughts
which could
be so pure
and true

im sorry. im so sorry. i don't know why, but i feel i am doing something wrong, which was never my wish. never ever. my wish.
............my wish. i want dino back. i miss him.
.....................its cold without him here.
without you...............................here. i would be lost.
------------(don't get sick again)-----------

we had fun today. father. daughter. milkshakes. music. monet. and french fries.




"If it is never ending, why isn't it never beginning?"

a cluttered desk means a cluttered mind.

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Well, you and I...

...it's something different
And I'm enjoying it as cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

I fall asleep in hospital parking lots and awake in your mouth.

i am enjoying owl city.

i am overloaded.

i was stupid to think i could handle this.

i have not done any work in about two weeks.

The marking period ends next week.

i don't think i am gonna have all A's, so I guess i'm not getting a puppy.

That wasn't a real deal anyway.

i want to re-do my room, but it's too much work.

this is hard.

i dunno if i can handle this.

you are hurting me.

i think your done with me already. sorry.

i'm getting fat off of candy.

cheese and crackers are the greatest, i think that is all i will eat from now on.

i want to sleep for three weeks and wake up when everything is easier.

Zoe