504

she noticed.
and she told them. my dad. and a whole board of people i dont know. and mr. gower. and my math teacher. what right have they got to know?
i could have cried. it took all my strength not to.

well i am surprisingly okay.

i am being such an overachiever this year. but i cant stop. i cant stop doing everything.
if i stopped doing everything i would be home. and at home i fail.

even today. they told me. a whole board of people told me that colleges wont just care about tests. they told me they would want me. you have never told me that. and even when she told me you argued that it isnt true.

what if this is just how i am? cant you just except i am not as smart.