Last Christmas

i love Christmas, the only problem is the money and shopping issues, otherwise it is a wonderful thing to experience.

i love Christmas carols and jingles, some of my favorites are Last Christmas, and Carol of the Bells.

i love giving people things, i love knowing what to give them, and i love twinkly lights, and fires and hot chocolate, cozy-ness, decorations, snow, and cheesey christmas specials that only come on once a year. if i am ever super sad, like beyond repair, somone should just come over with a box of christmas movies, songs, hot chocolate, blankets, lights, and ornaments. If they did i think i would love them forever and never ever be sad again. Even though i am so stressed, i still love the holidays. i love the eighth night of Hannukah, when all of the lights are lit in the window, for everyone to see.

This may sound weird, but i can't wait for that one Christmas when everyone is broke, so friends gather and get creative. Maybe our tree would be the one that grows in our backyard, or maybe it would be made of cardboard. Maybe we would only be able to recycle gifts, or just tell each other what we would have got them if we had more money. i think those moments are so beautiful.

Tonight was the concert, and i did not do well, and i guess i showed too much leg, but it was kinda nice to feel so tall and sexy. Haha. i love the sound of the cello and i really wish i could play Blondie (my old cello), he is such a beautiful instrument.

Mr. Austin told me that he thought i kicked ass yesterday and i deserved more credit, which was really nice. i'm glad at least someone liked it.

Right now i am listening to Last Christmas on repeat (the Glee version of course) and so i think i will just end this post. Merry Holiday season.